4 posts tagged “dmv”
Oh how someone wished a f*cked up day for me today. The sad thing it about it was whoever did it worked... I seriously thought today could not go wrong. I had everything that I needed and I check the internet to make sure I did. Yhe only mess up thing I forgot today was a pen and a lady let me borrow hers and yea I was back in the safe zone so I thought. I got on the right line and waited like 2-3 hours for my turn. When I finally got there I felt I was being punk'd by Ashton Kutcher.
Well I get to my turn and this lady opens a booth I didn't know about and she must have been soft spoken because I couldn't hear her. So someone was yelling in the middle line saying "you over there your turn!" As much as I wanted to say "Calm the f*ck down I didn't!" I kept my cool. I showed her all the I.D's I had and then she said I need a report card... Are you f*cking kidding me! You didn't say that on the website or anything and why my report card! That sh*t can be fake yet you would choose that over a school I.D. It was f*cking unbelievable. I picked up my stuff and just left. All that for nothing. Suddenly I just burst out crying. I did not know why myself. I swear I try to do things and I get knocked down. That happening again I just couldn't take it. I was crying in public and people saw my tears. I called my friend and he understood my pain. I love him for that.
As I walking home this long walk of shame I decide to go to McDonalds. I tend to feel better after I eat from there but surprisingly that didn't even work. I couldn't even finish my other cheeseburger. (If you know me that means I'm really upset.) I took it home and now it even looks at me now while I'm typing. (I will warm it up and eat it after this blog post lol.) Since McDonalds wasn't enough I decided to buy me some jewelry since I needed some anyway and also eyeliner since I would like to start making my eyes pretty lol. I keep walking further down and I got me another boost card for my phone. Then I finally get to a transportation van and hope on that to head home. I get tired usually after I cry so I just strip my clothes and just went to bed. I did not feel like going anywhere else today and today I was supposed to get my hair done.
Last night I found my Second I.D that I needed to get my State I.D. I went to bed and everything I thought was smoothly going as plan until the weather. What is the deal here!? It was raining this morning and now it's really windy out there. I weigh about 120. My ass would be carry off by the wind.(Yes, it's that windy out there...)
Right now I'm about to call my mother and see if she agrees with me. I'm hoping she does because I really don't want to go out there. I rather go out tomorrow. Yes, It would a little colder but at least I will be able to walk my ass there with ease and not have hair in my face like crazy waiting for the bus to come. I can't stand that! It's bad enough that it a long walk even though I'm taking a bus.
I feel so bad for myself not going that I plan to stay active and clean my room. It's what I can do at least. Why is it taking so long to do one task. Sheesh, I guess nothing goes well as planed.
I went to bed early last night so I can wake up myself today. That went actually well but I still needed my 2nd ID from my mothers and forgot to ask her last night so I had asked her this morning. She said she will give it to me when she gets dressed. I said ok. Moments letter I hear my door closed and the car starting... yea... There are 1-3 things that happen.
- She couldn't find it. (Which is most likely)
- She didn't want to fuss about it so she didn't look for it. (likely)
- She forgot all about it. (likely)
Rage is now boiling in me right now and I'm trying to stay clam. I'm gonna wait a bit and call her at work to see if I can find it but thats a hassle alone because I get frustrated with her because her direction is bad when she tells me to look in a certain area. Our conversation goes:
Me: Mom I can't find it
Mom: Are you looking?
Me: Yes I'm looking... (duh why else would I be doing right now!)
Mom: I said to look under the....
Me: Mom it's not there! I'm not stupid...
Exchange of little fighting words here between us.
In result I can't find it I would have to wait until she comes home from work. Then I will have to wait for tomorrow... My gawd does it take one week to do one simple task!!! I might as well get my hair done today instead.
Today was supposed to be a start "Get on my ass!" week. My list and goals for the summer is:
- Get my non-driver license ID
- Go to my old High School and get permission to take my G.E.D
- Find a class to take my G.E.D
- Get my G.E.D
- Then have a break for the summer.
Anyways... now that my plan is ruined I'm not sure what to exactly do today. I could get my hair done today but it's not that bad so I don't really want to. I swear the pain in the ass part for me is sitting under that damn dryer. It would be mega hot! With that said I still just might go today. Depending on how I feel. I hope my mom brings me McDonalds. lol