ippen shinde meru?

woke up with a mean sniffle.

I swear I loose motivation to blog this year than any other. Maybe because I'm going through life problems idunno but there is a few good stuff that happen to my thus far.

1. I got my GED!
2. I got a dog name Odie!

What I have come to find out that being a girl gamer and being in a relationship is tough challenge. It's because most of your friends are guys and your boyfriend will be most likely not to comfortable with that. You try to find a balance and a common ground where everyone can be happy but you ignore the most important of all. That's you and what makes you happy.

The way I see it is that I need to put my foot down and be in controlled of my own life and be happy while regarding everyone else feelings. Eventually I will find that common ground but right now I'm in the stages of just figuring it out.

My Birthday is coming on April 7 and I have my guy friends that wanted to chill with me and then on the other hand my boyfriend that also wants to chill. He disagrees on going with my friend to chill because their guys and he might "hurt them" if they make a wrong move with me... So i set up a plan where I chill with my boyfriend on my birthday and friends on another day. Hope this is one common ground I don't have to worry about.

You can say I'm down for a relationship and spending a lot of quality with a person but this is where I draw the line. The line of him being on my 360. playing my games the way he wants to play it and everything. I swear... I'm glad that he is here but damn... he can be oblivious to things like hey... I  might want to play too. He is annoying me as we speak so yea.... let me get off this thing before he catches me. chow

So I'm in a program to go for my G.E.D and have a new man in my life but the only thing not going for me well is my money problem. I swear there is always something right... I applied to be a hostess at some BBQ resturant but I haven't heard from them yet so I plan to call them.

My computer was dieing slowly so I decided to pull the plug finally. So with the tax money I decided to buy myself a new laptop. HP laptop that is. I believe I have the link still.

Every time I don't write consistently you know a lot of crazy stuff happen to me. lmao, but yea.. Lets get to it! (opening of old skool theme shows plays...)

I got 2 piercings on the top of my ears and a new tattoo! I usually get a tattoo when I leave a job that I worked really hard in as a reward.

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...but I love it! It might sound strange but office work soothes me and help me forget about the problems in my personal life. I haven't thought about my ex and I'm actually having fun!

Tomorrow I get paid and I can't wait. My pockets are running on empty... :( I need to pay my cell phone bill, get my hair highlighted pink. Yes I'm treating myself to be all rocker baby!

Yes... I go to deeee besty-westy!

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I hope soon they will make a application for the G1 just for Vox but anyways
this will have to do.

So right now I'm in the hair salon getting my hair done... "bleh" I so like
the part "done" because I so want to be finished with this right now. I'm
under the dryer and boy does this fucker blow heat... "mucho caliente!!!"

I been trying to get rid of this nasty cold and me getting my hair done
should help in the process of making me feel a little better. After this I'm
going to go straight home although I should do something about this growling
in my tummmy. There's only deli's around but there is a subway but I have to
cross a streat and right now... I'm not with that so I wanna go straight
home. I think we have stuff to eat. Anyway signing off!